Bring me back to sanity for I have lost
myself again.
Hopeless nights, fear stricken I rise with
dreadful eyes.
Dreaming night terrors of what might
end me this time.
I rise and I fall, replacing feelings with
thoughts, and
thoughts with feelings.I can't seem to
make out their
differences.
Watch it pour over me with regret in its
dirty liquid form.
Alas, I can finally feel its realness while
my body is drenched
in sorrow.
Tears lurk beneath eyelids, faults surface
through the cracks.
I become weal amd frail with so much
devastation.
Devastation that will not stop my
constant self confrontation.
End it all
Aching of the head and throbbing of the
mind, but it will
never cease to excist, because those who
do not look
but wish to find, can't be granted such
a luxury.
Awaken empty vessel.
Another morning is marked, the sun
reigns over the sky
and it warks the cold body, night is over
yet the day seems
increasingly prolong.
Will today be the start of a change, I
contemplate, as my
sorrow dries itself from my face.
Bring me back my sanity, for I have lost
myself again.
Bring Me Back to Sanity
By Joy Naomi
Flesh so warm and soft,
smelling so sweet
shivers in anticipation,
of such a treat.
Eyes closed to see nothing,
not even light
a soft moan escapes,
there is no fight.
His hands roam her form
invading it so,
an arch of her back is telling
him to go.
Fingertips locked in hair so
nice and taught,
she was ready for the pleasure
he brought.
Blood trickling over broken
skin under nails,
her knuckles white from
gripping the rails.
Bodies slick yet sticking
together from sweat,
this was a night they would
never regret.
He made her His slave to see to
all of his wants and needs,
she submitted to him and will
stay beside him on her knees.
Pain..pleasure..love and lust....
but above all He has all of her
trust.
Her Trust
By Joy Naomi